May 06, 2009
It’s not so bad, really. Just another scrape on the allegorical knees stumbling over how perfect you could have been. After all, for me, there are only sighs, silent eruptions of longing coalescing into something hard: bullet-like and never ever to be bitten because of one reason or another. Cuts like these never matter. I bought one hundred band-aids printed with yellow smileys-- in a strange Comedian-esque fashion. It helps to grin while pieces of you meld against my soul like candle-tallows on naked skin--burning a mark that leaves a space of purity even when it hurts. All of these happened before, again, tomorrow, next time I wrack my head for reasons why you should stay. I never come up with anything, except, to shove back into my pockets fists that clench tightly holding the radiance of our hours, when my world becomes utterly still, wrapped up and alone within the expanding, unconscious joy of your laugh. blue rogue |