November 26, 2008
In all the empty places inside me the words rang, solid filling in between stretches of longing, of hours waiting. This time I cannot mute the tremors as they shatter every tenuous chord linking my self-worth to the fingers that used to strum my soul with the songs of angels. I close my eyes, tuning out inner wails long enough to compose the harmony that will make the replay more gut-wrenching like two hands on either side of my head as they slam against my ears: To Hell With You. Now, every syllable is seared, captured perfectly into notes of violent sadness I have felt myself become. So, for the last time: “Play it again, Sam. There is no going back from where you’re headed”. blue rogue |