Sometime This October

October 02, 2005

It is but a passing thought. For no one
writes about October. It is only about
falling leaves and disappearing greens
or when rain becomes a constant
companion to waking up and making
love. But there it is. Sometime
this October, when cold cackles
with every movement and the blankets
have been brought out and fingers are
sore from being tangled all night with another's,
I will think of summer and how longing
blazed through the season engulfing
thread and fiber leaving a shimmering
nakedness of bronzes and golden hues.
Hues that have turned into coffee-colored
stains. As they will change again,
hour after day after week until, sometime
this October. Even when there are no stars,
I will think of making wishes on things
hidden but have been there for ages, knowing
there must be something that will teach me
how to light a fire to melt stony silences.
And if the secrets of myths cannot be known,
I will be drawn instead, again, in front of misting
windows to exhale a burst of hot breath
and to write words that will disappear
as soon as my fingers shaped them. Yet

I write, still, until repetition carved empty space.
And when the air thickens, unfurling

on the edges of what was painstakingly etched
out of seeming nothingness, the lines will shine
like a beacon: this October, someone wrote
about the fierceness of passion, so willingly
eclipsed by a steady warmth on a moonless night.




blue rogue