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August 05, 2005
An angel came last night crying at the sound of loneliness. I gathered your hair at the base of your neck like a funnel pooling water cooling my palms. I smoothed your brow with my other hand and a soft sigh tried to escape from your throat held back by-- waiting. I would have gladly given more at that moment when time stopped to make way for every movement to be more palpable-- to draw out more of heaven from this being who strayed and came to my door. Instead I stop, just before the filmy sheen in my eyes have settled completely, and I let go, knowing I am too human to bear the sight of snow-white wings breaking at the weight of earthly tenderness. You flung out your arms to draw me back, needing the sound of heartbeat in your own chest, made louder by the chorus of my own. And yet you cannot help but rise again, drawn back to the force that gave you flight, leaving me behind
with residues of clouds that formed when you wept. blue rogue |