Scenes from an Alternating Universe

May 07, 2005

...these myriad of lives I have absorbed leaves me hungry for what could have been. And yet, at least, I hungered.


While Asking For Directions

I asked tentatively
If we had met on some other street.

Just like this, with me stopping you
as you walk to a purpose I will never know.

Beneath the light that shielded your eyes,
the wind whipped your hair to your face and

you pushed it away with a hand that
I suddenly wanted to grasp.

Does it tremble because of wonder?
Or you have forgotten that and it was only the cold.

The way it glistens with sweat despite the wind,
the way the mole between the index and forefinger breaks whiteness,

does it mean that you hurt
easily? Tracing those lines

so obvious. Tempting my imagination
with your apparition, going through--

endless nights of washing dishes,
holding on to the iron rails of hurtling buses.

Home is a bed sheeted in grime,
The body beside you, a substitute, a dying warmth.

I am invoking a story
that might not be true because--

I am looking for a soul to bring home with me,
if only for tonight.

I wanted to grasp that shaking hand but
the wind has stopped

and the hair you brushed back
now stays still.

The light has gone out and I see your eyes mirror
what our hands would have felt.

We are both uncertain, unsure of what to do
at the touch of something good.

blue rogue