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May 07, 2005
...these myriad of lives I have absorbed leaves me hungry for what could have been. And yet, at least, I hungered. While Asking For Directions I asked tentatively If we had met on some other street. Just like this, with me stopping you as you walk to a purpose I will never know. Beneath the light that shielded your eyes, the wind whipped your hair to your face and you pushed it away with a hand that I suddenly wanted to grasp. Does it tremble because of wonder? Or you have forgotten that and it was only the cold. The way it glistens with sweat despite the wind, the way the mole between the index and forefinger breaks whiteness, does it mean that you hurt easily? Tracing those lines so obvious. Tempting my imagination with your apparition, going through-- endless nights of washing dishes, holding on to the iron rails of hurtling buses. Home is a bed sheeted in grime, The body beside you, a substitute, a dying warmth. I am invoking a story that might not be true because-- I am looking for a soul to bring home with me, if only for tonight. I wanted to grasp that shaking hand but the wind has stopped and the hair you brushed back now stays still. The light has gone out and I see your eyes mirror what our hands would have felt. We are both uncertain, unsure of what to do at the touch of something good. blue rogue |