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May 17, 2005
For the one whose hair glints with a patch of sunlight, if by chance or choice you have passed by this realm: So many quarter-moons have passed. That is why I am not surprised that when I round the curb to meet you, you are already far away. You know that I will never ask you to stop and wait, and you will never ask me to walk faster. I almost did not catch you to give my parting gift: words that I hope will remind you of the figure behind, growing smaller as you leap and bound towards your dreams. I will meet your there, but for now I am standing still, my eyes shut. For once in my life I offer my supplications for the time when we will meet again. I wish for you to be as whole as you were when you allowed me to walk by your side. And I wish for myself that same wholeness, so I can hold you close again and be proud of my even breathing despite the scars on my feet from the road I have chosen. A Traveler's Song There are paths I would have wanted to walk differently to have travelled in a manner unencumbered by any other purpose except love. I have run out of gestures and tongues, to wrap you glibly, subtely, so you will not protest when I draw you close within my warmth. Vulnerable as I am to you, you have felt safe, to do nothing else but smile and bare that brilliance without looking over your shoulder. I have walked beside, behind you pointing out the intricacies of your path's sights and sounds and scents, knowing I am never needed, only welcomed. I stand straddled between the crux of a fork knowing I cannot keep up anymore. My legs wouldn't dare, hesitant at being left behind. I ask for nothing but soft moss strewn over your path to cradle your feet, so you can tread lightly over stone and gravel over dust and mud. Perhaps another junction shall lead me to you. Somewhere in another path, I might be granted a glimpse of a figure brimming with intensity. Until then, I travel in the hopes that you will be safe. I tread the wake of your strides, reminding me of a song that is your laughter. blue rogue |